A very lengthy post which appears to indicate you feel "connected" with JW's on different levels.
As a POMO formerly zealous JW, I can now state with 100% certainty that the WTBTS is anything but the "true religion." It is a truly disgusting business corporation masquerading as "God's faithful slave."
If you require Biblical evidence (as opposed to literature proofs) which I believe show how lying & deceitful many of their teachings are, just PM me and I'll provide you with 14 Bible v literature statements for you to critically analyse.
If your faith is truly in the scriptures, then you'll avoid JW's like the plague.